I shut down under pressure. I lock the world out of my bubble. I forget the realizations that made my mind want to shut down. I escape. For a day, at least. When I return I will appear quieter at first but unscathed otherwise. Everyone will still want answers to questions I’ve since forgotten. They won’t find them through me because I will be back in my fantasy world, drowning out all the stress with whatever I can find to make it go away. I’ll apologize for things I didn’t do, just to appease those in control. Maybe next time I won’t shut down and I’ll finally do what has to be done to end the suffering. That is if I can remember what needs to be done.
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